4 Days Left and Then It’s a Wrap
After a lot of thought and soul-searching, I decided to wrap up igo100 on Friday, July 16 – which is 4 days from now.
I made this decision with a heavy heart, because I am reluctant to let it go. To let it go means that it’s over – the feeling of striving to achieve something bigger than myself, toward a greater purpose. To end it means that I’m back to regular life. To take a bow and get off the stage before the guy with the hook yanks me away.
This past year has changed me. But I don’t yet quite understand how or to what extent. In a way I’m more content and free. But I’m also irritated at myself for not shining quite as brightly as I thought I would. That’s my ego talking, my pride. My pride is wounded and perhaps it needs to be. This is part of the lesson.
What’s next? I’m not sure. I’m a bit befuddled. Mixed up. And that’s okay. It’s okay to be here, imperfect and human. There are some things going on in my life that need attending to, and some special people who need my attention now. It’s all good.
